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Wednesday, March 6, 2013

An update of my life:

Well this year so far has been good and bad for me. Me and Douglas lost our apartment and a week later, our sweet new son Xander James Courtney. He is quite beautiful, he looks just like Doug. He was a pretty big baby and came fast and hard. We were/are staying at the Walnut Inn. Had to go to the Salvation Army for about a week while we waited for our tax money to come in. We went with Tio and got 2500. Got a car and came back to the hotel. We are planning to go to Oklahoma City in less than 2 weeks. Now that i have a better phone, I'm going to keep up with my Bloggr account now...

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Celebrity Crushes

I am sitting in my room watching the movie “The Lookout” and it occurs to me that I really have a major crush on Joseph Gordon- Levitt. So I thought I would make an entry about my celebrity crushes, so I can keep it as an ongoing list.

  • ec-matthew-gray-gubler-6  Matthew Gubler Gray
  • 26b47yrcvvyw4byw  Joseph Gordon Levitt
  • jared  Jared Leto
  • brandon  Brandon Boyd
  • adam-levine-naked  Adam Levine
  • will  Will Smith
  • traviemccoy  Travie McCoy
  • ryan  Ryan Gossling
  • Alexander-Skarsgard  Alexander Skarsgard
  • joemazzello  Joseph Mazzello
  • Eric Balfour Eric Balfour
  • Jason-Statham-actor  Jason Statham
  • kevin connolly  Kevin Connolly
  • jerryferrara  Jerry Ferrara
  • bruno_mars  Bruno Mars
  • matt_damon  Matt Damon
  • Brad Pitt1  Brad Pitt

June 27th, 2011

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I really need to stay on the diary thing because I have neglected it for far too long. It definitely will be much much easier to keep a diary as a blog on my computer because I can type so much faster then I can write and I can save the entries with no problems and not have to worry about them being lost or read by someone that I don’t want reading it..

So todays date is June 27th. I'm at the Jupiter Inn Motel, we have been here for about 3 weeks or so- we were supposed to go back to Budget Suites but... It turns out that I wont be able to get an ID because my warrant is still an active warrant, and I don’t need to risk going to jail. That severely depresses me, just because I know I wont be able to get a damn job and that means I am stuck with Doug for even longer. Its getting so fucking hard to be around him, really, I don’t know what to do sometimes. He gets very drunk, very high and very angry a lot lately. Its been about two months since we had sex, and I am putting back on weight back on.

Its so sad to look at my life and see nothing that gives me any joy other than my children. When the love is gone…It is REALLY gone! When I look at Doug I get angry, angry at myself mostly for making such a HUGE mistake in choosing him. I really wished that I had simply stayed with Luke, and I feel that I would be a far happier person then I am today. Even if he and I hadn't stayed together long…I still feel that Luke would've been a better choice then Doug ANYDAY!!!

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Thursday, February 17, 2011

Perfect Destiny

As I,
Lay back looking at the blanket sky.
I'm inhaling a little "know how, know why".
The stars twinkle rhythmically in the night,
As if the were dancers made of light.
Under the bright beams of a full moon,
The wind whispers to me a sweet low tune.

I imagine,
You kissing me in all the hidden places,
Sending me into a euphoric stasis.
Dreaming so long of this intimate bliss,
Swooning under your sweet caress.
So bless me lover with all your splendor,
Ensuring that I'm yours forever.

Our love is all i see.
More of me, more of we.
Why is this not my reality?
Why cant this be?
You,
My perfect destiny.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Mi Primero Amor

(Keep in mind that my only sexual experience to date, was my rape @ 13yrs old, at the hands of a black boy I knew.)

I had started this new job working with my sister. We were on our way to work one day (it wasn't too far, so we were walking since we didn't have a car) and my sister said that she want to stop by this guy's house...Well it turned out, that it was a guy that also worked at the same place. I guess that he had a mini crush on my sister, so he had been giving her rides to and from work. Even though it was only a 15 minutes’ walk, AT MOST. Well we went over there, and were greeted by this guy. He was Hispanic of some type, but his accent wasn't a harsh "Mexican" one. The way that the words poured out of his mouth was like poetry, it was so eloquent and fluid. His name was Dussan, and he was cute. He had very full lips, he was slightly shorter than I am, and had a fabulous pearly white smile. His eyes were a hazel brown, he was divine.

At the time he was about 20 years old (older than me we'll say). He had fair skin and dark brown spiky hair. The first day he drove us, he seemed genuinely intrigued when he met me, but I was just appreciative for his chivalry. The following day, my sister wasn't working, but Dussan was. He told me, that I should come over so we could drive in together. The night before, I had written him a "Thank you" note for him being as generous as to give me and my sister rides (especially because she never told him thank you once- we were raised better than that). Anyway, when I got to his house, I handed him my thank you letter, and walked inside.

While he continued to get ready for work, I sat on the couch petting his black cat "Feisty". He walked out of his bedroom, and said

"You don’t have to sit out here by yourself; you can come in here while I finish getting ready."

So I did just that, I went in his room and sat on his bed. He sat down next to me, with my thank you note in his hand. He said

"So, what is this?"
"Just a note to say thank you for your courtesy"

He opened it and read it, he smiled at me. He began telling me how sweet I was, and that he was pleased with the way I conducted myself. He asked if he could kiss me, I was nervous, I felt the fluttering in my stomach. I muttered a "yes". His kiss was soft and warm. He continued to kiss me and lie me back onto the bed.

He kissed my firm belly, and told me that he wanted to go down on me. I was shivering, I couldn’t stop shaking. He removed my shoes, pants, and little cotton underwear. He opened my legs, angled my pussy towards his eager mouth and kissed it gently.

His tongue touched my slit and licked me. It felt so strange and alluring at the same time. I was tense from the waist up, nervous to make a peep. His tongue was so soft, and thick, he licked me so gently, it was like I had heightened sensitivity. His kissed my clit, and I came. He put his finger in my mouth. I lightly nibbled and sucked it for a couple of seconds. I was anxious and could hardly breathe. He came up to my mouth and kissed me, he slipped his finger inside of my moist eager pussy.

I had all these new sensations going on inside my body. I saw his excitement, his cock hard for me. He undressed, climbed back on the bed. Kissing me from my toes and making his way up my quaking body. He gently pried my legs apart, and then he climbed on top of me. I lay there shaking under his body. He rubbed my face, and told me I was safe with him. That he just wanted me to feel good.

He kissed me over and over so deeply. The sounds of Spanish love ballads filled the room. He whispered into my ear how special I was to him, how he loved my body, how he was happy that I had decided to give him my body. He sang to me softly in my ear, sang the beautiful Spanish lyrics. I good feel the love he was putting into my body, I was lost in everything about him. The smell of his skin, the sound of his voice, his kiss, the building orgasm that I was peaking...EVERYTHING!

He entered me, and I gasped. I was so lost in the bliss, I’m not sure how long it went on, but it was beautiful. I look back on it now and I am glad that I chose him to be my first lover. It was a special time for me, and it probably has alot to do with my preferences for European men now.

Cum for Me...

From the very first time that Kaki touched me, our connection was stellar, by definition. So young and ready to please each other. I remember what I said to him that day. "We've been dating for a week now, when are you going to fuck me already?" anxious and annoyed, I said to him very low in his ear. A look of shock on his face, "I didn't know you even WANTED to..." he said to me. 'Of course I do' I thought. But this isn't about that first time, i wrote about that already, I will give you another one.

๑๑๑ fast forward 2 years ๑๑๑

I'm sitting there, quietly yet patiently watching the door, awaiting Kaki's arrival home. There's a glass pipe on the table, and I just "cashed" the bowl. The smell of the pot, still lingering in the air, I'm high and horny. Like I always am for him. I cant seem to get enough of sucking his cock. From the second I wake up and see his "morning wood" until he has his last bursting orgasm of the night down my throat. The taste of his cum is an aphrodisiac to me.
Everything about him was intoxicating to me. He was beautiful, and loving and sweet. Also fiercely strong, loyal, and very masculine. He was tall at 6'1", but with a lean build. He was ½ Greek and ½ Chinese, he had deep olive skin, and jet black thick hair that cascaded down his back. I think that the combination of the Greek blood and Asian blood gave him a winning combination for the best hair I had ever seen. It was as thick as a wig maybe, super shiny, not a split-end in sight, and it had grown from less than an inch, to past his waist in only 2 years (super fast). I would say it was at least 2 ½ feet of hair. It smelled like citrus, and felt like silk. His lips were soft and full, his kiss was breath-taking. He had a very short tongue, that could barely stick ½ inch past his lips. But he was VERY TALENTED with it. He had very long slender fingers, the fingers of a guitar player, his chest was broad for his frame, and his torso ended with those beautiful deep v-cut lines (that start a man's hips and lead into his groin). His cock was beyond perfect, he was 10" and uncircumcised (heightened sensitivity) but had very little foreskin, so you never even noticed unless he wasn't erect. ➡ which wasn't often!

I wouldn't believe that I had lucked out on my first real try and found this AMAZING love. He was just this boy that was part of my group of friends. He was the kind of person who fell in love, and fell in love HARD. He had a thing for our other friend, but me being the "alpha female" of the group, kind of always got my way, plus she was taken and not interested in him anyway. I smile as i think about days long past, and in through the door comes my love.

I run to greet him with a hug, and a warm kiss. He smiles at me, and hugs me back, grabs my ass and smacks me away. "How was work?" I chime. "Fine, and how was your day at work my Chocolate Baby?" He says back to me. I tell him I had a nice day, but tell him I have been awaiting his arrival. He asks if his pet is needing his "attention". I nod, and get to my knees. Just the thought that I was desiring him makes him rise at attention. I take his beautiful cock in my mouth and i kiss it. I lick it, I make love to his cock with my mouth. I love pleasuring him with my mouth. He grabs a mass of my curly tendrils and grasps them hard in his hand. He uses the force of his hand on my head to force his cock deeper and deeper down my throat. I'm salivating, I can smell the musk of his light sweat. I rub my clit under my skirt while I suck his cock. I'm moaning and cumming, i love the smell of his skin. I can feel him making his cock jump inside my mouth. That means he's going to cum for me. I love when he has an extra load for me to swallow before he fucks me silly. It pumps slowly into my mouth, seven large spurts of cum. Mmmmm, it takes so good going down. He pulls me up until I am standing in front of him, and he kisses me, with all his love and passion.

"Get in that room, and get those clothes off. I want you on your hands and knees on that bed, ready for me, when I get in there in a second." I quickly take of my camisole, skirt and thong. I get on my hands and knees with my chocolate ass in the air for my love. He's removed the rest of his clothes, comes in the room and gets on his knees on the floor. He's right behind me eating my pussy and licking my ass. I have never had someone that has licked my pussy better than he ever did. His tongue was so gentle and fast, and he could eat my pussy for hours. Me cumming 10-20 times from just his tongue and fingers inside my pussy. I used to love to watch him. His olive mouth on my dark brown pussy, mmm, his eyes on me. Then when I couldn't take it anymore, he would enter me.

Kissing me again. The taste of my ecstasy on his lips, and on his tongue. He's telling me in my ear, "You know that you are to cum as much as you can for me, don't you?" Ne breathless in heaven. His hair draped over my face and shoulders. I tell him I'm cumming. He beckons me, "Cum for me, cum for me my babygirl. I love when you make this cock soaking wet, give it to me baby." He's moaning in my ear, nibbling on my ear and my neck. Sending warm sensations and chills throughout my body. "Whose pussy is this baby?" He asks me, "Tell me who it belongs to."

"Everything in me, is yours Sir". I cum again. Only he takes me to heights like this. He puts his hand on my throat and begins to squeeze. "You like that don't you? You like it when I choke you hard, tell me you love it" He whispers next to my ear. "Yes Sir, I love your hands on my neck." I said softly. It was like the fire between my legs, that I felt when he made me cum, was doused with a gallon of gasoline. Panting and moaning, quaking and whispering softly how much i loved him. He pulled his cock out of me, I scrambled to take it into my mouth, and taste my cum on his cock. He pushes me over to my hands and knees. He plunges his cock inside me, and with a little spit starts to finger my ass.

He always knows what to do to make me cum. He fucks me harder and harder until I explode into a double orgasm. I scream as I cum this time. He tells me that he is about to cum, and that I need to give him my pretty little mouth to expel his cum in. I turn around and swallow his entire load. I collapse back onto the bed, relieved and happy.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

"Yes Sir" (Teacher/student)

   As it begins, I am outside your classroom, bending over getting my things out of my locker. You stand at the door waiting for students to walk in. Boys in the hall make comments about my “Sweet Ass” and what they want to do to it, but you shoo them off to class. You are standing in the doorway, and I must turn to squeeze by you. As I do, I give you a coy wink, a shy smile, and let my hand graze your cock just to see if the sight of my ass has tensed it any. It was a little bit stiff, which also made me smile.

     I sit in my seat and fantasize about making your cock even stiffer while you give us our lecture. I can’t seem to concentrate my mind is wandering, wrapped up in thinking about all the naughty things that we would do together if I were yours. Suddenly I hear you calling my name “…Marcia, Marcia… are you paying attention?” I am then shocked back into reality. Responding “No Sir, I am sorry I wasn’t.” You say out loud in from of everyone, “The essay you turn in better be perfect, since you don’t feel it important enough to pay attention in class. I want to see you after class, we have to talk about your lack of focus.”

     The bell rings and the other students scramble out of the room on their way home. I walk over to you and sit in the seat next to your desk, preparing myself for reprimand. You ask me “What am I to do with a student that wont focus?” I shrug. You then ask me “What did your father do when you misbehaved? “ I respond, “He spanked me Sir.”

     “Well maybe I should spank you too, “ you suggest “What do you think?”

     “Whatever you see fit,” I say. You back you chair away from your desk, walk to the door, where you lock it. You then walk back to your chair, pat your knees, and suggest I lay over them. I do as I'm told. You then slightly lift my skirt to expose my cute boy-shorts. You put your index and middles fingers in my mouth and tell me to suck them and bite down if need be. With every swat of your hand, my pussy secretes it wetness. I whimper and cry under your hand, but your fingers filling my mouth muffle my moans. I was cumming. I look at you and then at the floor, saying in a low voice “Sir, I'm cumming right now.” With that you shove your fingers inside my throbbing pussy, pumping it, which in turn makes my orgasm even stronger. I moan passionately as the wave passes over me.

     You tell me to get up, that I am so misbehaved, and you don’t know what to do with me. Directed to sit in the chair again, I sit obediently. You look through the stack of essays on your desk, searching for mine. You take it out and start reading. “Well young lady, let’s see how you have done. You realize that you will be punished for every error I find, right?” I nod.

     I'm instructed to get on my knees in front you. I do it immediately. Hands on the floor in front of me, I sit patiently as you read my words. You find a mistake, and slap me firmly across the face. I take what I am given, and abruptly apologize. Another mistake, another slap; you are finding so many errors that it is now making you really upset with me. You unzip your fly, and tell me to take your cock out and make up for my silly mistakes. Also you tell me that once you cum, you do not want me to spill a drop. I begin by taking your hard cock into my mouth, licking and sucking it like I dreamed about so many times before.

     You continue reading all while I pleasure you, I can tell from the way your body tenses that you can feel your orgasm building. “Get up, and bend over, I want to fuck your asshole my little bitch.” I jump to my feet; I bend over the desk, chest lying on top of everyone’s homework. You ask me if I had given myself an enema today, and prepared for a hard anal fuck. I nod. I feel something wet drop onto my asshole and feel you push your fingers in my ass, opening it up for your cock. I breathe in deep, thinking of how good it feels. Then I feel the pressure of you pushing your thick cock deep into my ass. With each new mistake, you swat my ass, citing my error aloud. You start pumping harder as you come to the end of the essay. You finish reading and place it down on the desk next to me.

     You tell me that, in general it was a well-written essay, but it was full of small grammatical errors. You pump faster and harder, asking me if I like it. Of course I do. Again I feel the tension in your body, you are going to cum. Pulling your cock out of my hole, I hurry to my knees and take it in my mouth and feel you explode in ecstasy, your cum filling my mouth.

     “Now I expect you to pay attention in my class little slut, do you understand?”

     “Yes Sir.” I respond. “And I expect you to continue to dress in the things I like, I don’t mind the young boys looking at my little slut, but you are not allowed to let them touch you. You are my little whore, for only my use; do you understand?” I nod. “Now get yourself together and get home, and do all your homework, and make sure it is correct or there will be more severe punishment each time I have to correct you.”

     “Yes Sir.” I respond.

      Fixing my clothes, grabbing my backpack. I scramble to the door where I wait for you to unlock it and release me for the day. You walk to the door and unlock it, but not before you sweetly kiss my forehead and tell me goodbye.

Tattoo Rendezvous

Marcia walks to the door, stomach fluttering with the anticipation of the pain she was about to endure. It seemed that she had been waiting forever for this moment. Planning, daydreaming, and thinking endlessly. Just thinking about it made her wet with excitement.

Marcia gazes up to see the name on the door Nine Eyes Studio, this is it, and she has arrived at her destination. She opens the door and sees his face, just the person that she was looking for. He looks up and walks over to greet her, introducing himself “Hello, I’m MC” and she returns the gesture, “It’s great to finally meet you, I’m Marcia.”

Guiding her by her elbow, he ushers her to his chair as they discuss the work to be done. She sits with her back to him as he preps the area for the stencil, which he already had prepared. Marcia closes her eyes and lets the sounds of the shop and the tone of MC’s voice take her away.

They talk about everything that they can possibly think of as the needle pricks dance around her spine. The pain is shocking, sensual, and intoxicating. The sensation that she is feeling under this man’s hand was driving her wild.
All sorts of thought racing through her brain, from the gentle touch of his hand, to the surging pain of the needle; what an exciting time this was.

Was it wrong to be aroused at this moment, to want him to use her for his sexual gratification? There was something about his tattooed body and long hair that was so unbelievably appealing. What was she to do? Should she tell him that she would desire nothing more than to be on her knees in front of him, sucking his cock?

With all of these visions flooding her head, she wasn’t even aware that he had finished and was telling her to check out the artwork. She rises from the chair with mirror in hand and walks over to the full-length mirror to admire the work. A gasp escapes her lips “It’s more beautiful than I imagined it would be!”

Wrapping her arms around her friend, she whispers in his ear “Now that you have fulfilled one of my biggest fantasies, I want to return the favor…” Pulling back, she winked at him, got on her knees, and set to undoing his pants.

Maybe slightly shocked, he stood with his mouth gaping; not really believing what was happening. Mark thinking ‘I know that we had talked and teased about this, but I honestly never actually expected it to happen.’

She stops briefly to tell him to sit on the chair, nodding to the one a few feet away, and then she crawls over to him after he is seated. She decided to stay on all fours so that he might admire the newly inked tattoo on her spine. She was hoping that he was enjoying her lips on his cock, as much as she loved looking at the tattooed rod in her mouth.

Then easing up his body, pausing to kiss his stomach, and taking nibbles along the way; upon reaching his nipples, she starts licking them softly and biting then slightly. He winces, which makes her smile.

She looks up at MC’s face to see him staring at her with a euphoric look on his face, she smiles. “Will you fuck me, please!” begging him. She knew that it would be impossible for him to say no. He gets up from chair, she changes places with him. Marcia lifts her skirt to reveal that she is wearing no underwear, and bends over for him to get a better view. Resting her hands on the chair with her ass in the air, he enters her. His throbbing, hard, thick cock is just what she needs, she thinking, “God, it’s been so long!”

His pace is slow and gentle at first, but she wants to feel his power. She says, “Fuck me, fuck me harder and faster!” He obliges, speeding up and grabbing her hips to push deeper inside. “Yes baby! Make me scream…” she could feel her orgasm building “spank me, pull my hair: I'm cummin…more, more, more!”

Looking back at MC, Marcia coyly asks, “Would you fuck my ass too?” He gives her a sly smile as he pushes his middle finger deep into her ass. Marcia loved to have her pussy fucked and to get anal stimulation at the same time. It made her desperately wish that she had brought her butt plug too, so that he might plunge it in her ass while he brought her to the height of another climax.

When he felt that her ass was lubricated enough, he extracted his cock from her pussy and slowly entered her ass. He tried to be as gentle as he could initially, as to cause her the least amount of discomfort possible.


He could tell that the anal sex was exciting her, because he could feel the orgasms as she exploded deep within. She grabbed his hand and brought it to her neck, clamping down slowly but steadily harder, restricting the blood flow to her head. Her asshole was tightening around him with each spasm and growing slicker with her juices. “God I'm coming again!” she said softly, but loud enough for MC to hear. Feeling her cum over and over for him was bringing him so much pleasure.

Everything becoming a blur as his rhythm was sending her into sexual bliss. The number of orgasms now reaching the double digits, and then she could feel his pace change. ‘ He must be cummin’ she thought. Moving away from him, to get on her knees and take his cock in her mouth; tasting her own cum, she sucks feverishly. He’s moaning loudly as his orgasm explodes in the back of her throat. It is sweet on her tongue as she swallows it all, and taking any of the stress that he might have had left in his body with it. She smiles up at him and says, “ I hope that it was better than you imagined it would be.”

"Yes darling, you are a fantasy come true, that is for sure." he said.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

My First Anal Experience

The first time i had anal sex i was 16 and it was magnificent. What happened was... I used to date this guy named Dussan (he was from Spain, yum ). He was the first guy i had consensual sex with @ the age of 15 (even though he was 20). Well he had to move back home for awhile to take care of his sick mother, but when he moved back, he was having a little trouble finding a girlfriend. So i introduced him and his roommate Ben to my friends Sunny and Ashley.

     To make a long story short, Sunny dated my ex Dussan. Well she found out that i was the first girl that he had sex with and she went ape-shit. She told me that he hated me, that he regretted ever sleeping with me, blah blah blah. So I took that as her saying i didn't compare to her, and that now that he had her, that he sees i am worthless (basically). I took this as a challenge. I told her "Oh so you think that i couldn't have him again if I wanted to?"

"He doesn't want a filthy nigger like you" she said.

     I was astounded that she had turned to racism over some dick and a guy that I introduced her to (The Nerve !!!). So i went to my ex's place the next afternoon. He was out having something done to his car. But his roommate wanted to smoke some green with me, so i was down. We smoked and sat there chillen. So he lays down on his stomach across the bed and i say "So Ben, you want a back massage? I give killer massages". Sure he told me and took his shirt off. I got the oil and started giving him a great deep tissue massage. He rolled over (under me), put his hands on my hips, looked at me and said "Kiss me".(❤❤❤~swoon)

     I did...Next thing i know, I'm face up on the bed and his face is buried in my cunt. He's bringing me to ecstasy when the phone rings, and its Ashley (Ben's girlfriend/ Sunny's friend). He answers it and talks to her briefly while he fingered and licked my pussy. Then he did the cruelest thing ever...he handed me the phone and really began orally attacking my pussy.

      I was cumming so hard i couldn't believe it. I tried keeping my composure while talking to his girl, but then he shoved his finger in my ass with two in my pussy and his tongue working like a hurricane on my clit. I eventually told Ashley i was busy and hung up.

     Ben says to me "Would you be willing to let me fuck you in your ass, its something i always wanted to try, but no one would let me?" I was nervous but excited too, it was everything i wanted. I was drunk off of the orgasmic bliss his tongue had put me into, so i whimpered "Yes, but don't hurt me".

     He had me turn over, lying face down, with a pillow under my hips, for a better angle. He fingered my asshole, it hurt slightly, but i was really high, so the pain felt good. He finally entered me, with such ease, his generous cock filled my asshole. Stretching my opening with his thick hard cock. I was floating, i had never felt something like this EVER. We worked in this fevered rhythm, he pounded my ass harder and harder. I came more and more under a shudder in his body, and i felt the hot spurts of his cum in my ass. Mmmmmmm, it was so dreamlike i dont know how to look back on it. It seems at time too great for my first time having anal sex, but it was bliss.

 So at the end of this particular story, i fucked my ex Dussan the following day, and left my cum soaked panties under his mattress. I told Sunny where she could find them to PROVE i had fucked him. Then i told Ashley that i had also fucked her boyfriend while we talked to her on the phone. She was crushed, even more so when she found out she was pregnant by him, and this will always be something she thinks about when she sees him.

Well that showed those stupid little cunts not to fuck with me.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

The Misadventures of Kaki and Kiki: Frozen Solid








Well anyone that knows me personally knows my name, some people so kindly used to call me “Kiki”, seeing as I hate my name. My ex’s real name isn’t Kaki, but it is really one of his nicknames. Well he and I used to do so much crazy stuff, while chatting with a friend today I started thinking about it, so I decided that I would write some of them down and share.

Frozen Solid:

The first time that Kaki and I had sex was exactly eight days after we began dating. I have always been a very hyperactive lover. I love sex, have to have it all the time; it indeed will make me smile no matter my mood. Well we had started dating on Wednesday, by the following Thursday, while we toked at the rec center across the street from my high school, I couldn’t understand why he hadn’t tried to fuck me yet. I am a very blunt person, so I asked point blank, “Why haven’t we fucked yet?”

He looked at me flabbergasted, “I didn’t know you wanted to” he said.


“I have been flirting with you for half the school year, what the fuck are you talking about; of course I want to fuck you!”

“Well let’s go to my house” he said.

So we hop on the city bus, ride close to his house and get off to walk the rest of the way. Be mindful that it is mid-February, and about 45° F (7.2°C) outside. Okay, now let me describe Kaki so you can grasp my mindset in doing whatever he wanted me to. He is 6 feet tall, deep olive skin, dark deep drown eyes, the softest lips imaginable, stark raven hair, thick with a slight wave, and it was all the way to his ass. His build was much like the build of my favorite singer (which added to the allure) - who is Brandon Boyd from Incubus. He had the body for sin. Now this would be the first time seeing him nude, and that was even more divine. He had a 10inch cock and the cutest ass ever.

I immediately got to my knees and sucked his throbbing cock. It was the most thrilling experience I had ever had up to that point. He pulled me up to him and kissed me, kissed me with more passion than I thought that one man could possess. His kisses we passionate and deep, his lips soft and full, and his short little tongue, teasing mine. That added to the experience of kissing him, his tongue only came outside of his mouth about half an inch, very short. But it made it impossible for him to be one of those terrible kissers that shoves their tongues down your throat and slobbers all over your face and mouth. YUCK!!!

He undressed me, and laid me on his couch. He licked my pussy, sweetly, softly, slowly. Lapping at my slit and making me moan like an injured alley cat. This was something else that his extra short tongue was useful for, he could make it go really fast, it was like a hurricane. He put his long fingers inside me, while he licked my clit. I was cumming and cumming really hard. He took his time eating my pussy; I found out later that it was only his second time doing it. I tell you, he had me wanting to crawl out of my skin.

He looks up at me and says “Let’s go swimming”.

I said “Okay!” God I was so into him (remember, its February).

He gets in the pool, with his rock hard erection, like it was 70° F. You would think, surely he lost that erection in the freezing cold water, but hell no. He grabbed my hand, and helped me reluctantly get into the freezing cold pool.

He pushed me up against the wall and kissed me. I could just melt into his lips. The way he had this hold over my body drove me crazy. He ran his finger over my clit under the water, I opened my legs wider. He put two fingers inside me, I moved against his hand, intense pressure on my lips and I came for him, again. Out his fingers went, and inside he cock went. I gasped at the size. I was still very young and had never had 10 inches inside me before. I was lost in the moment with him. We pulsed together to beat of each other’s hearts, I came over and over and over again. He kissed my chest.

“Let’s warm up, come take a shower with me”.

Of course I got out and followed him into the house. He had one of those stand-alone showers with a bench in it. It was probably four feet by seven feet, so it was a real nice sized shower. He had it warm and running for me. He looked glorious wetting himself down. His hair looked like a slick black waterfall down his back. I walked inside; he stepped aside to let me get under the hot showerhead. He kissed me, and wrapped his hands around my waist. He was kissing my neck and running the soap all along my body, I turned around with my back facing him, so he could soap my back. The bar of soap in his hand running along my back and shoulders, then he entered me. Pushed slightly forward, I took his cock inside of me, I was cumming again. Never had my body responded like this to anyone. I came more that day than I ever had before, I believe the count was 12 that first time.

Until next time…

Saturday, May 15, 2010

I got my tattoos on my wrists done finally...

Well yesterday i finally went and had my wrists tattooed. My tattoo artist's name was Blaze, he made me feel at ease, we laughed and joked. He even hit on me, too funny, but i must say i enjoyed the whole experience. It hurt like hell, but i love looking down at my tattooed wrists.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

The Haunted World of El Superbeasto

El Superbeasto aka “Beasto” is an unstoppable superhero masked wrestler, Producer/Director/Star of BeastoWorld Enterprises—and world-famous man of action! In his first full-length animated adventure based on the comic book created by Rob Zombie, Beasto and his super-sexy sister Suzi X must stop the unholy marriage of foul-mouthed stripper Velvet Von Black and diabolical Dr. Satan, or unleash all the sudsy powers of Hell! Welcome to a depraved domain of outrageous comedy, non-stop ultra-violence and bad-ass theme songs! Featuring a horde of Nazi zombie bikers, seven original songs by Hard ‘n Phirm and the voice talents of Tom Papa, Sheri Moon Zombie, Rosario Dawson, Brian Posehn and Paul Giamatti as Dr. Satan in THE HAUNTED WORLD OF EL SUPERBEASTO!


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