Mi Primero Amor

(Keep in mind that my only sexual experience to date, was my rape @ 13yrs old, at the hands of a black boy I knew.)

I had started this new job working with my sister. We were on our way to work one day (it wasn't too far, so we were walking since we didn't have a car) and my sister said that she want to stop by this guy's house...Well it turned out, that it was a guy that also worked at the same place. I guess that he had a mini crush on my sister, so he had been giving her rides to and from work. Even though it was only a 15 minutes’ walk, AT MOST. Well we went over there, and were greeted by this guy. He was Hispanic of some type, but his accent wasn't a harsh "Mexican" one. The way that the words poured out of his mouth was like poetry, it was so eloquent and fluid. His name was Dussan, and he was cute. He had very full lips, he was slightly shorter than I am, and had a fabulous pearly white smile. His eyes were a hazel brown, he was divine.

At the time he was about 20 years old (older than me we'll say). He had fair skin and dark brown spiky hair. The first day he drove us, he seemed genuinely intrigued when he met me, but I was just appreciative for his chivalry. The following day, my sister wasn't working, but Dussan was. He told me, that I should come over so we could drive in together. The night before, I had written him a "Thank you" note for him being as generous as to give me and my sister rides (especially because she never told him thank you once- we were raised better than that). Anyway, when I got to his house, I handed him my thank you letter, and walked inside.

While he continued to get ready for work, I sat on the couch petting his black cat "Feisty". He walked out of his bedroom, and said

"You don’t have to sit out here by yourself; you can come in here while I finish getting ready."

So I did just that, I went in his room and sat on his bed. He sat down next to me, with my thank you note in his hand. He said

"So, what is this?"
"Just a note to say thank you for your courtesy"

He opened it and read it, he smiled at me. He began telling me how sweet I was, and that he was pleased with the way I conducted myself. He asked if he could kiss me, I was nervous, I felt the fluttering in my stomach. I muttered a "yes". His kiss was soft and warm. He continued to kiss me and lie me back onto the bed.

He kissed my firm belly, and told me that he wanted to go down on me. I was shivering, I couldn’t stop shaking. He removed my shoes, pants, and little cotton underwear. He opened my legs, angled my pussy towards his eager mouth and kissed it gently.

His tongue touched my slit and licked me. It felt so strange and alluring at the same time. I was tense from the waist up, nervous to make a peep. His tongue was so soft, and thick, he licked me so gently, it was like I had heightened sensitivity. His kissed my clit, and I came. He put his finger in my mouth. I lightly nibbled and sucked it for a couple of seconds. I was anxious and could hardly breathe. He came up to my mouth and kissed me, he slipped his finger inside of my moist eager pussy.

I had all these new sensations going on inside my body. I saw his excitement, his cock hard for me. He undressed, climbed back on the bed. Kissing me from my toes and making his way up my quaking body. He gently pried my legs apart, and then he climbed on top of me. I lay there shaking under his body. He rubbed my face, and told me I was safe with him. That he just wanted me to feel good.

He kissed me over and over so deeply. The sounds of Spanish love ballads filled the room. He whispered into my ear how special I was to him, how he loved my body, how he was happy that I had decided to give him my body. He sang to me softly in my ear, sang the beautiful Spanish lyrics. I good feel the love he was putting into my body, I was lost in everything about him. The smell of his skin, the sound of his voice, his kiss, the building orgasm that I was peaking...EVERYTHING!

He entered me, and I gasped. I was so lost in the bliss, I’m not sure how long it went on, but it was beautiful. I look back on it now and I am glad that I chose him to be my first lover. It was a special time for me, and it probably has alot to do with my preferences for European men now.

Cum for Me...

From the very first time that Kaki touched me, our connection was stellar, by definition. So young and ready to please each other. I remember what I said to him that day. "We've been dating for a week now, when are you going to fuck me already?" anxious and annoyed, I said to him very low in his ear. A look of shock on his face, "I didn't know you even WANTED to..." he said to me. 'Of course I do' I thought. But this isn't about that first time, i wrote about that already, I will give you another one.

๑๑๑ fast forward 2 years ๑๑๑

I'm sitting there, quietly yet patiently watching the door, awaiting Kaki's arrival home. There's a glass pipe on the table, and I just "cashed" the bowl. The smell of the pot, still lingering in the air, I'm high and horny. Like I always am for him. I cant seem to get enough of sucking his cock. From the second I wake up and see his "morning wood" until he has his last bursting orgasm of the night down my throat. The taste of his cum is an aphrodisiac to me.
Everything about him was intoxicating to me. He was beautiful, and loving and sweet. Also fiercely strong, loyal, and very masculine. He was tall at 6'1", but with a lean build. He was ½ Greek and ½ Chinese, he had deep olive skin, and jet black thick hair that cascaded down his back. I think that the combination of the Greek blood and Asian blood gave him a winning combination for the best hair I had ever seen. It was as thick as a wig maybe, super shiny, not a split-end in sight, and it had grown from less than an inch, to past his waist in only 2 years (super fast). I would say it was at least 2 ½ feet of hair. It smelled like citrus, and felt like silk. His lips were soft and full, his kiss was breath-taking. He had a very short tongue, that could barely stick ½ inch past his lips. But he was VERY TALENTED with it. He had very long slender fingers, the fingers of a guitar player, his chest was broad for his frame, and his torso ended with those beautiful deep v-cut lines (that start a man's hips and lead into his groin). His cock was beyond perfect, he was 10" and uncircumcised (heightened sensitivity) but had very little foreskin, so you never even noticed unless he wasn't erect. ➡ which wasn't often!

I wouldn't believe that I had lucked out on my first real try and found this AMAZING love. He was just this boy that was part of my group of friends. He was the kind of person who fell in love, and fell in love HARD. He had a thing for our other friend, but me being the "alpha female" of the group, kind of always got my way, plus she was taken and not interested in him anyway. I smile as i think about days long past, and in through the door comes my love.

I run to greet him with a hug, and a warm kiss. He smiles at me, and hugs me back, grabs my ass and smacks me away. "How was work?" I chime. "Fine, and how was your day at work my Chocolate Baby?" He says back to me. I tell him I had a nice day, but tell him I have been awaiting his arrival. He asks if his pet is needing his "attention". I nod, and get to my knees. Just the thought that I was desiring him makes him rise at attention. I take his beautiful cock in my mouth and i kiss it. I lick it, I make love to his cock with my mouth. I love pleasuring him with my mouth. He grabs a mass of my curly tendrils and grasps them hard in his hand. He uses the force of his hand on my head to force his cock deeper and deeper down my throat. I'm salivating, I can smell the musk of his light sweat. I rub my clit under my skirt while I suck his cock. I'm moaning and cumming, i love the smell of his skin. I can feel him making his cock jump inside my mouth. That means he's going to cum for me. I love when he has an extra load for me to swallow before he fucks me silly. It pumps slowly into my mouth, seven large spurts of cum. Mmmmm, it takes so good going down. He pulls me up until I am standing in front of him, and he kisses me, with all his love and passion.

"Get in that room, and get those clothes off. I want you on your hands and knees on that bed, ready for me, when I get in there in a second." I quickly take of my camisole, skirt and thong. I get on my hands and knees with my chocolate ass in the air for my love. He's removed the rest of his clothes, comes in the room and gets on his knees on the floor. He's right behind me eating my pussy and licking my ass. I have never had someone that has licked my pussy better than he ever did. His tongue was so gentle and fast, and he could eat my pussy for hours. Me cumming 10-20 times from just his tongue and fingers inside my pussy. I used to love to watch him. His olive mouth on my dark brown pussy, mmm, his eyes on me. Then when I couldn't take it anymore, he would enter me.

Kissing me again. The taste of my ecstasy on his lips, and on his tongue. He's telling me in my ear, "You know that you are to cum as much as you can for me, don't you?" Ne breathless in heaven. His hair draped over my face and shoulders. I tell him I'm cumming. He beckons me, "Cum for me, cum for me my babygirl. I love when you make this cock soaking wet, give it to me baby." He's moaning in my ear, nibbling on my ear and my neck. Sending warm sensations and chills throughout my body. "Whose pussy is this baby?" He asks me, "Tell me who it belongs to."

"Everything in me, is yours Sir". I cum again. Only he takes me to heights like this. He puts his hand on my throat and begins to squeeze. "You like that don't you? You like it when I choke you hard, tell me you love it" He whispers next to my ear. "Yes Sir, I love your hands on my neck." I said softly. It was like the fire between my legs, that I felt when he made me cum, was doused with a gallon of gasoline. Panting and moaning, quaking and whispering softly how much i loved him. He pulled his cock out of me, I scrambled to take it into my mouth, and taste my cum on his cock. He pushes me over to my hands and knees. He plunges his cock inside me, and with a little spit starts to finger my ass.

He always knows what to do to make me cum. He fucks me harder and harder until I explode into a double orgasm. I scream as I cum this time. He tells me that he is about to cum, and that I need to give him my pretty little mouth to expel his cum in. I turn around and swallow his entire load. I collapse back onto the bed, relieved and happy.

"Yes Sir" (Teacher/student)

   As it begins, I am outside your classroom, bending over getting my things out of my locker. You stand at the door waiting for students to walk in. Boys in the hall make comments about my “Sweet Ass” and what they want to do to it, but you shoo them off to class. You are standing in the doorway, and I must turn to squeeze by you. As I do, I give you a coy wink, a shy smile, and let my hand graze your cock just to see if the sight of my ass has tensed it any. It was a little bit stiff, which also made me smile.

     I sit in my seat and fantasize about making your cock even stiffer while you give us our lecture. I can’t seem to concentrate my mind is wandering, wrapped up in thinking about all the naughty things that we would do together if I were yours. Suddenly I hear you calling my name “…Marcia, Marcia… are you paying attention?” I am then shocked back into reality. Responding “No Sir, I am sorry I wasn’t.” You say out loud in from of everyone, “The essay you turn in better be perfect, since you don’t feel it important enough to pay attention in class. I want to see you after class, we have to talk about your lack of focus.”

     The bell rings and the other students scramble out of the room on their way home. I walk over to you and sit in the seat next to your desk, preparing myself for reprimand. You ask me “What am I to do with a student that wont focus?” I shrug. You then ask me “What did your father do when you misbehaved? “ I respond, “He spanked me Sir.”

     “Well maybe I should spank you too, “ you suggest “What do you think?”

     “Whatever you see fit,” I say. You back you chair away from your desk, walk to the door, where you lock it. You then walk back to your chair, pat your knees, and suggest I lay over them. I do as I'm told. You then slightly lift my skirt to expose my cute boy-shorts. You put your index and middles fingers in my mouth and tell me to suck them and bite down if need be. With every swat of your hand, my pussy secretes it wetness. I whimper and cry under your hand, but your fingers filling my mouth muffle my moans. I was cumming. I look at you and then at the floor, saying in a low voice “Sir, I'm cumming right now.” With that you shove your fingers inside my throbbing pussy, pumping it, which in turn makes my orgasm even stronger. I moan passionately as the wave passes over me.

     You tell me to get up, that I am so misbehaved, and you don’t know what to do with me. Directed to sit in the chair again, I sit obediently. You look through the stack of essays on your desk, searching for mine. You take it out and start reading. “Well young lady, let’s see how you have done. You realize that you will be punished for every error I find, right?” I nod.

     I'm instructed to get on my knees in front you. I do it immediately. Hands on the floor in front of me, I sit patiently as you read my words. You find a mistake, and slap me firmly across the face. I take what I am given, and abruptly apologize. Another mistake, another slap; you are finding so many errors that it is now making you really upset with me. You unzip your fly, and tell me to take your cock out and make up for my silly mistakes. Also you tell me that once you cum, you do not want me to spill a drop. I begin by taking your hard cock into my mouth, licking and sucking it like I dreamed about so many times before.

     You continue reading all while I pleasure you, I can tell from the way your body tenses that you can feel your orgasm building. “Get up, and bend over, I want to fuck your asshole my little bitch.” I jump to my feet; I bend over the desk, chest lying on top of everyone’s homework. You ask me if I had given myself an enema today, and prepared for a hard anal fuck. I nod. I feel something wet drop onto my asshole and feel you push your fingers in my ass, opening it up for your cock. I breathe in deep, thinking of how good it feels. Then I feel the pressure of you pushing your thick cock deep into my ass. With each new mistake, you swat my ass, citing my error aloud. You start pumping harder as you come to the end of the essay. You finish reading and place it down on the desk next to me.

     You tell me that, in general it was a well-written essay, but it was full of small grammatical errors. You pump faster and harder, asking me if I like it. Of course I do. Again I feel the tension in your body, you are going to cum. Pulling your cock out of my hole, I hurry to my knees and take it in my mouth and feel you explode in ecstasy, your cum filling my mouth.

     “Now I expect you to pay attention in my class little slut, do you understand?”

     “Yes Sir.” I respond. “And I expect you to continue to dress in the things I like, I don’t mind the young boys looking at my little slut, but you are not allowed to let them touch you. You are my little whore, for only my use; do you understand?” I nod. “Now get yourself together and get home, and do all your homework, and make sure it is correct or there will be more severe punishment each time I have to correct you.”

     “Yes Sir.” I respond.

      Fixing my clothes, grabbing my backpack. I scramble to the door where I wait for you to unlock it and release me for the day. You walk to the door and unlock it, but not before you sweetly kiss my forehead and tell me goodbye.

Tattoo Rendezvous

Marcia walks to the door, stomach fluttering with the anticipation of the pain she was about to endure. It seemed that she had been waiting forever for this moment. Planning, daydreaming, and thinking endlessly. Just thinking about it made her wet with excitement.

Marcia gazes up to see the name on the door Nine Eyes Studio, this is it, and she has arrived at her destination. She opens the door and sees his face, just the person that she was looking for. He looks up and walks over to greet her, introducing himself “Hello, I’m MC” and she returns the gesture, “It’s great to finally meet you, I’m Marcia.”

Guiding her by her elbow, he ushers her to his chair as they discuss the work to be done. She sits with her back to him as he preps the area for the stencil, which he already had prepared. Marcia closes her eyes and lets the sounds of the shop and the tone of MC’s voice take her away.

They talk about everything that they can possibly think of as the needle pricks dance around her spine. The pain is shocking, sensual, and intoxicating. The sensation that she is feeling under this man’s hand was driving her wild.
All sorts of thought racing through her brain, from the gentle touch of his hand, to the surging pain of the needle; what an exciting time this was.

Was it wrong to be aroused at this moment, to want him to use her for his sexual gratification? There was something about his tattooed body and long hair that was so unbelievably appealing. What was she to do? Should she tell him that she would desire nothing more than to be on her knees in front of him, sucking his cock?

With all of these visions flooding her head, she wasn’t even aware that he had finished and was telling her to check out the artwork. She rises from the chair with mirror in hand and walks over to the full-length mirror to admire the work. A gasp escapes her lips “It’s more beautiful than I imagined it would be!”

Wrapping her arms around her friend, she whispers in his ear “Now that you have fulfilled one of my biggest fantasies, I want to return the favor…” Pulling back, she winked at him, got on her knees, and set to undoing his pants.

Maybe slightly shocked, he stood with his mouth gaping; not really believing what was happening. Mark thinking ‘I know that we had talked and teased about this, but I honestly never actually expected it to happen.’

She stops briefly to tell him to sit on the chair, nodding to the one a few feet away, and then she crawls over to him after he is seated. She decided to stay on all fours so that he might admire the newly inked tattoo on her spine. She was hoping that he was enjoying her lips on his cock, as much as she loved looking at the tattooed rod in her mouth.

Then easing up his body, pausing to kiss his stomach, and taking nibbles along the way; upon reaching his nipples, she starts licking them softly and biting then slightly. He winces, which makes her smile.

She looks up at MC’s face to see him staring at her with a euphoric look on his face, she smiles. “Will you fuck me, please!” begging him. She knew that it would be impossible for him to say no. He gets up from chair, she changes places with him. Marcia lifts her skirt to reveal that she is wearing no underwear, and bends over for him to get a better view. Resting her hands on the chair with her ass in the air, he enters her. His throbbing, hard, thick cock is just what she needs, she thinking, “God, it’s been so long!”

His pace is slow and gentle at first, but she wants to feel his power. She says, “Fuck me, fuck me harder and faster!” He obliges, speeding up and grabbing her hips to push deeper inside. “Yes baby! Make me scream…” she could feel her orgasm building “spank me, pull my hair: I'm cummin…more, more, more!”

Looking back at MC, Marcia coyly asks, “Would you fuck my ass too?” He gives her a sly smile as he pushes his middle finger deep into her ass. Marcia loved to have her pussy fucked and to get anal stimulation at the same time. It made her desperately wish that she had brought her butt plug too, so that he might plunge it in her ass while he brought her to the height of another climax.

When he felt that her ass was lubricated enough, he extracted his cock from her pussy and slowly entered her ass. He tried to be as gentle as he could initially, as to cause her the least amount of discomfort possible.


He could tell that the anal sex was exciting her, because he could feel the orgasms as she exploded deep within. She grabbed his hand and brought it to her neck, clamping down slowly but steadily harder, restricting the blood flow to her head. Her asshole was tightening around him with each spasm and growing slicker with her juices. “God I'm coming again!” she said softly, but loud enough for MC to hear. Feeling her cum over and over for him was bringing him so much pleasure.

Everything becoming a blur as his rhythm was sending her into sexual bliss. The number of orgasms now reaching the double digits, and then she could feel his pace change. ‘ He must be cummin’ she thought. Moving away from him, to get on her knees and take his cock in her mouth; tasting her own cum, she sucks feverishly. He’s moaning loudly as his orgasm explodes in the back of her throat. It is sweet on her tongue as she swallows it all, and taking any of the stress that he might have had left in his body with it. She smiles up at him and says, “ I hope that it was better than you imagined it would be.”

"Yes darling, you are a fantasy come true, that is for sure." he said.

My First Anal Experience

The first time i had anal sex i was 16 and it was magnificent. What happened was... I used to date this guy named Dussan (he was from Spain, yum❤ ). He was the first guy i had consensual sex with @ the age of 15 (even though he was 20). Well he had to move back home for awhile to take care of his sick mother, but when he moved back, he was having a little trouble finding a girlfriend. So i introduced him and his roommate Ben to my friends Sunny and Ashley.

     To make a long story short, Sunny dated my ex Dussan. Well she found out that i was the first girl that he had sex with and she went ape-shit. She told me that he hated me, that he regretted ever sleeping with me, blah blah blah. So I took that as her saying i didn't compare to her, and that now that he had her, that he sees i am worthless (basically). I took this as a challenge. I told her "Oh so you think that i couldn't have him again if I wanted to?"

"He doesn't want a filthy nigger like you" she said.

     I was astounded that she had turned to racism over some dick and a guy that I introduced her to (The Nerve ☹!!!). So i went to my ex's place the next afternoon. He was out having something done to his car. But his roommate wanted to smoke some green with me, so i was down. We smoked and sat there chillen. So he lays down on his stomach across the bed and i say "So Ben, you want a back massage? I give killer massages". Sure he told me and took his shirt off. I got the oil and started giving him a great deep tissue massage. He rolled over (under me), put his hands on my hips, looked at me and said "Kiss me".(❤❤❤~swoon)

     I did...Next thing i know, I'm face up on the bed and his face is buried in my cunt. He's bringing me to ecstasy when the phone rings, and its Ashley (Ben's girlfriend/ Sunny's friend). He answers it and talks to her briefly while he fingered and licked my pussy. Then he did the cruelest thing ever...he handed me the phone and really began orally attacking my pussy.

      I was cumming so hard i couldn't believe it. I tried keeping my composure while talking to his girl, but then he shoved his finger in my ass with two in my pussy and his tongue working like a hurricane on my clit. I eventually told Ashley i was busy and hung up.

     Ben says to me "Would you be willing to let me fuck you in your ass, its something i always wanted to try, but no one would let me?" I was nervous but excited too, it was everything i wanted. I was drunk off of the orgasmic bliss his tongue had put me into, so i whimpered "Yes, but don't hurt me".

     He had me turn over, lying face down, with a pillow under my hips, for a better angle. He fingered my asshole, it hurt slightly, but i was really high, so the pain felt good. He finally entered me, with such ease, his generous cock filled my asshole. Stretching my opening with his thick hard cock. I was floating, i had never felt something like this EVER. We worked in this fevered rhythm, he pounded my ass harder and harder. I came more and more under a shudder in his body, and i felt the hot spurts of his cum in my ass. Mmmmmmm, it was so dreamlike i dont know how to look back on it. It seems at time too great for my first time having anal sex, but it was bliss.

 So at the end of this particular story, i fucked my ex Dussan the following day, and left my cum soaked panties under his mattress. I told Sunny where she could find them to PROVE i had fucked him. Then i told Ashley that i had also fucked her boyfriend while we talked to her on the phone. She was crushed, even more so when she found out she was pregnant by him, and this will always be something she thinks about when she sees him.

Well that showed those stupid little cunts not to fuck with me.

The Misadventures of Kaki and Kiki: Frozen Solid

The Misadventures of Kaki and Kiki:

Well anyone that knows me personally knows my name, some people so kindly used to call me “Kiki”, seeing as I hate my name. My ex’s real name isn’t Kaki, but it is really one of his nicknames. Well he and I used to do so much crazy stuff, while chatting with a friend today I started thinking about it, so I decided that I would write some of them down and share.

Frozen Solid:

The first time that Kaki and I had sex was exactly eight days after we began dating. I have always been a very hyperactive lover. I love sex, have to have it all the time; it indeed will make me smile no matter my mood. Well we had started dating on Wednesday, by the following Thursday, while we toked at the rec center across the street from my high school, I couldn’t understand why he hadn’t tried to fuck me yet. I am a very blunt person, so I asked point blank, “Why haven’t we fucked yet?”

He looked at me flabbergasted, “I didn’t know you wanted to” he said.

“I have been flirting with you for half the school year, what the fuck are you talking about; of course I want to fuck you!”

“Well let’s go to my house” he said.

So we hop on the city bus, ride close to his house and get off to walk the rest of the way. Be mindful that it is mid-February, and about 45° F (7.2°C) outside. Okay, now let me describe Kaki so you can grasp my mindset in doing whatever he wanted me to. He is 6 feet tall, deep olive skin, dark deep drown eyes, the softest lips imaginable, stark raven hair, thick with a slight wave, and it was all the way to his ass. His build was much like the build of my favorite singer (which added to the allure) - who is Brandon Boyd from Incubus. He had the body for sin. Now this would be the first time seeing him nude, and that was even more divine. He had a 10inch cock and the cutest ass ever.

I immediately got to my knees and sucked his throbbing cock. It was the most thrilling experience I had ever had up to that point. He pulled me up to him and kissed me, kissed me with more passion than I thought that one man could possess. His kisses we passionate and deep, his lips soft and full, and his short little tongue, teasing mine. That added to the experience of kissing him, his tongue only came outside of his mouth about half an inch, very short. But it made it impossible for him to be one of those terrible kissers that shoves their tongues down your throat and slobbers all over your face and mouth. YUCK!!!

He undressed me, and laid me on his couch. He licked my pussy, sweetly, softly, slowly. Lapping at my slit and making me moan like an injured alley cat. This was something else that his extra short tongue was useful for, he could make it go really fast, it was like a hurricane. He put his long fingers inside me, while he licked my clit. I was cumming and cumming really hard. He took his time eating my pussy; I found out later that it was only his second time doing it. I tell you, he had me wanting to crawl out of my skin.

He looks up at me and says “Let’s go swimming”.

I said “Okay!” God I was so into him (remember, its February).

He gets in the pool, with his rock hard erection, like it was 70° F. You would think, surely he lost that erection in the freezing cold water, but hell no. He grabbed my hand, and helped me reluctantly get into the freezing cold pool.

He pushed me up against the wall and kissed me. I could just melt into his lips. The way he had this hold over my body drove me crazy. He ran his finger over my clit under the water, I opened my legs wider. He put two fingers inside me, I moved against his hand, intense pressure on my lips and I came for him, again. Out his fingers went, and inside he cock went. I gasped at the size. I was still very young and had never had 10 inches inside me before. I was lost in the moment with him. We pulsed together to beat of each other’s hearts, I came over and over and over again. He kissed my chest.

“Let’s warm up, come take a shower with me”.

Of course I got out and followed him into the house. He had one of those stand-alone showers with a bench in it. It was probably four feet by seven feet, so it was a real nice sized shower. He had it warm and running for me. He looked glorious wetting himself down. His hair looked like a slick black waterfall down his back. I walked inside; he stepped aside to let me get under the hot showerhead. He kissed me, and wrapped his hands around my waist. He was kissing my neck and running the soap all along my body, I turned around with my back facing him, so he could soap my back. The bar of soap in his hand running along my back and shoulders, then he entered me. Pushed slightly forward, I took his cock inside of me, I was cumming again. Never had my body responded like this to anyone. I came more that day than I ever had before, I believe the count was 12 that first time.

Until next time…

I got my tattoos on my wrists done finally...

Well yesterday i finally went and had my wrists tattooed. My tattoo artist's name was Blaze, he made me feel at ease, we laughed and joked. He even hit on me, too funny, but i must say i enjoyed the whole experience. It hurt like hell, but i love looking down at my tattooed wrists.

The Haunted World of El Superbeasto

El Superbeasto aka “Beasto” is an unstoppable superhero masked wrestler, Producer/Director/Star of BeastoWorld Enterprises—and world-famous man of action! In his first full-length animated adventure based on the comic book created by Rob Zombie, Beasto and his super-sexy sister Suzi X must stop the unholy marriage of foul-mouthed stripper Velvet Von Black and diabolical Dr. Satan, or unleash all the sudsy powers of Hell! Welcome to a depraved domain of outrageous comedy, non-stop ultra-violence and bad-ass theme songs! Featuring a horde of Nazi zombie bikers, seven original songs by Hard ‘n Phirm and the voice talents of Tom Papa, Sheri Moon Zombie, Rosario Dawson, Brian Posehn and Paul Giamatti as Dr. Satan in THE HAUNTED WORLD OF EL SUPERBEASTO!

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Christina Aguilera- Not myself Tonight

Christina Aguilera in fetish gear and latex. Good shit, Enjoy!

Anal: A How To Guide

Millions of heterosexual women and men love to partake in anal play. By anal play, I mean rimming, having a finger up the ass while you’re getting a blowjob, inserting butt plugs, dildos, holding a vibrator around the opening, or rubbing the opening with your finger. And this area of the body should not be ignored when one is indulging. This is a very sensitive area, that when given the proper attention, can bring one to a new world of ecstasy.


Before I get involved in any type of anal play or sex really, I make sure I'm clean. When I'm clean, I feel more confident, sexier and more ready to get myself dirty. Cleansing usually consists of emptying my bowels, or at least trying.

After that, there's taking a shower or bath no big deal. I make sure I soap myself up down there and I usually even stick one soaped up finger in my anus real quick and I know that I'm clean. Just make sure that you rinse yourself good. Leaving soap behind can be irritating to some. That's the simplest way to clean up and get ready.

If you or your partner is very concerned about hygiene, a small enema can be used. It is important to only use lukewarm water because if the water is too hot or too cold it could damage the lining or cause painful cramps. Remember, if you give yourself an enema, give yourself some time to release the liquid. Some people need half an hour, others need much longer. But if you do want to give yourself an enema, make sure you know what your doing.

One of the most important thing to remember when thinking about anal sex is that, unlike the vagina, the anus isn't self-lubricating: you gotta bring your own grease. And, the more lube you use, the better. It will make the initial penetration much more easy and less painful for the woman and make the whole experience, for both of you, much more pleasant. The most common suggestion I would give is to use LOTS of lube; I just can't emphasize this point enough.

All kinds of lube are used for anal sex, from spit to Vaseline to high-tech silicone-based lubes. I'd strongly recommend spending a little money to get a high quality water-based lubricant; remember, an oil-based lubricant like Vaseline will degrade the latex in a condom, destroying its usefulness. We'd recommend products like AstroGlide or KY Jelly, available in any drug store. Note, though a condom may be "lubricated", they typically don't offer as much lube as we'd recommend for anal sex.

A partner is much more likely to consent to anal sex if she's seen that you're open to being on the receiving end as well. Encourage her to use her fingers inside of you, or even purchase a butt plug or small dildo and let her use that. Once she's seen you're willing to do it, it'll be hard for her to resist exploring it as well.

Anal sex toys come in a wide range of sizes and shapes, so you can start off at your comfort level and work your way up later if you desire. For the absolute butt novice, a small butt plug, about the size of a pinkie finger, is a good introduction to ass play. This small plug will give you the feeling of something being up your ass without feeling overly intrusive. If you want a little more sensation, you can gently tug on it or twirl it around while it’s inserted.

A butt plug is a small rubber or silicone toy that is roughly cone shaped – tapered at the tip for easy insertion, flaring out to provide some fullness, and then tapering down to a narrower base with a flange to hold the plug in place against the anus. While most have a classic smooth cone-like shape, some are rippled for more sensation, or shaped like cocks, or angled to put pressure on the prostate gland in men.

If you feel like a small plug isn’t enough, you can certainly upgrade. Butt plugs come in a range of shapes and circumferences. Once you’ve pushed your limits far enough, you might graduate to the traffic-cone-like dimensions of the super-sized 9” by 4” huge butt plug. But that’s for true anal athletes. You’ll probably want to stick with something in the 1- to 2-inch category.

1. When first entering, ask your partner to "bear down" as if having a bowel movement. It opens the anal ring a bit and makes it easier for you to get inside without trying to push the anal ring inside with you. Go slowly at first nice gentle strokes, and then try to build to a comfortable pace for the both of you.

2. Explain that after you are inside, the urge to have a bowel movement is just the feeling of fullness, and not really a mess waiting to happen. Accept it as part of the experience and let the feeling be a turn-on, and not a worry. The anal stimulation can directly stimulate the G-Spot in women, so relax and enjoy. You will be having orgasm after orgasm in no time.

Real BDSM or Domination and submission

Definition:

Domination and submission (also known as D&s, Ds or D/s) is a set of behaviors, customs and rituals relating to the giving and accepting of dominance of one individual over another in an erotic or lifestyle context.

D/s is often referred to as the "mental" side of BDSM. Physical contact is not a necessity, and can even be conducted anonymously over telephone, email or (more recently) instant messaging services. In other cases it can be intensely physical, sometimes traversing into sadomasochism. In D/s, one takes pleasure or erotic enjoyment out of either dominating or being dominated. Those who take the superior position are called Dominants, Doms (male) or Dommes (female), while those who take the subordinate position are called subs or submissives (male or female). A switch is an individual who plays in either role. Two switches together may negotiate and exchange roles several times in a session. "Dominatrix" is a term usually reserved for a female professional dominant that dominates others for pay.

Overview:

Dominance and submission, and the inner conflict and surrender connected with these are enduring themes in human culture and civilization. Human beings share with many other mammals the instinct to look up to certain individuals who become leaders through strength of will and personality, to lead or follow, and to submit or dominate. In human sexuality this has broadened to include mutual exploration of roles, emotions and activities that would be difficult or impossible to do without a willing partner taking an opposing role.

D/s is often described by what it is not. It deals with representations of brutality and cruelty, and the emotional responses to them, but adherents are quick to point out that D/s is not about acts of true brutality and cruelty. It is based on a deep ethos of mutual respect in which exploration of the emotions brought up by brutality and cruelty can take place in a safe, sane and consensual manner. D/s may be ritualized or freeform. It is usually a negotiated lifestyle, with people discussing their wishes, limits and needs in order to find commonality. A D/s relationship may be sexual or non-sexual, long or short term, and intimate or anonymous. Most adherents search for the essential intensity, trust and intimacy that are required to make any deep relationship possible.

Relationships:

In some D/s relationships a partner only submits occasionally and with definite short-term goals, perhaps for an evening or the duration of a party.

In other relationships, there may be an ongoing (not scene- or play-specific) power exchange between or among partners in a committed relationship, often involving love and servitude and enacted in ways throughout the relationship. Some D/s relationships may be compared to the idealized marriages portrayed in older television programs, in which one partner is domestic and service-oriented and the other partner is the provider, protector, and household authority. BDSM may otherwise be deliberately and consciously incorporated into the relationship, or it may focus wholly on power exchange.

Some people may opt for the Master or Mistress/slave model, in which consent is negotiated once for a long period and the consent given is generally broader. Slave contracts may be used. Where the contract is in effect continuously, the relationship is referred to as "24/7". The limits of the slave contract can vary widely and extend into other areas of BDSM. Some people opt to be purely "sex slaves", while others who prefer domestic service identify as "service slaves". Some slaves allow their Masters or Mistresses complete latitude as to the demands that can be placed on them. Such a relationship is known as Total Power Exchange or TPE.

People usually only enter into a Master/slave contract after they have known and played with each other for some time, often several years. It can be one of the most difficult relationships in the BDSM world to maintain, and requires special skills and experience.

Collars:

Many submissives and slaves wear a "collar" to denote their status and commitment. It can be much like a wedding band, except that only the submissive partner wears one. The traditional collar is a neck band in leather or metal, chosen, designed or even crafted by the Dominant partner. Some subs wear a "symbolic collar", often a bracelet or ankle chain, which is more subdued than the traditional collar and can pass in vanilla (non-BDSM) situations. It is not uncommon for a sub to have several collars for special occasions.

There was once a tradition that wearing a collar with an open padlock indicated that one was seeking a partner, a closed lock indicated that one was in a relationship. This symbolism became less common after 1995 or so.

Many people, for example some of those in the punk rock and goth subcultures, wear collars for other reasons such as fashion; so one cannot assume that all people wearing collars are involved in BDSM. Members of the furry fandom may also wear collars as a part of costuming or as a fashion. Use of collars in the sexual aspects of furry lifestyle may or may not be connected to BDSM depending on the individual's preferences.

BDSM vs. Abuse


BDSM

* BDSM is based on the safe, sane, consensual theory

* D/s is a controlled environment

* D/s has safe words to stop the scene

* In a D/s scene the dominant looks out for the well being of the submissive

* D/s can be an erotic sexual encounter

* In D/s both partners are enjoying themselves

* In D/s the dominant respects limits

* In D/s there is mutual respect

* In D/s the relationship is fulfilling

* In D/s both parties feel they contribute towards the relationships

* In D/s one can ask their partner to "play"

* In D/s relationship there is trust

* In D/s a submissive voluntarily serves the dominant

* D/s is about building trust

* D/s builds self esteem

* D/s builds the spirit of a submissive





Abuse

* Abuse is not negotiated

* Abuse is an out of control environment

* Abuse does not have safe words

* An abuser does not give a damn about the victim

* Abuse is always one sided

* Abuse is never negotiated.

* In abuse, no one is enjoying the results

* The abuser is into non consensual violence

* The victim has no respect towards the abuser

* In abuse the victim is harmed

* In abuse both parties are left unfulfilled

* The abuser always feel they are superior

* A person does not ask for abuse

* In an abusive relationship there is no trust

* The abuser does not care for consent

* Abuse has no trust

* Abuse destroys self esteem

* An abuser destroys the spirit of the victim

What is the state of D/s relations now?

What can I say here? This is one rant i had to get out:

I am one of the submissives on this site that is truly devoted to the lifestyle and get complete joy out of, It makes me feel complete, to feel accepted, to feel i belong to this amazing wonderful twisted demented thing.

Anyone who has talked to me for any length of time can tell by the way i talk and act that D/s means the world to me. I have a generally dominant personality and don't take shit from people, but in a relationship (D/s) i am completely subservient. It is my duty, my job, my obligation to ensure that my Master/Dom/King knows from my words and actions (at all times) that i am completely his and that in giving him pleasure and my total service, that it in turn gives me immense joy.

To hear that i have done a good job or pleased my Master makes me feel warm and accomplished. Some people that i know look down on my choice. They think that because i choose to be with someone that calls me "slut", "bitch", and "whore" that he does not cherish me. This sounds silly aloud but it is how i feel: when my Master treats me like his whore, i feel beautiful.

I hate hearing about the people that take this dirty filthy beautiful thing (D/s) and turn it into an excuse for abuse or simple fun and games. Most of us know that our D/s roles are in our blood, we aren't ourselves without it. i can understand the appeal (of course) but i would love to see more submissives on this site that are REALLY subs, and not just lonely women looking for a thrill. I would also like to see more respect from one person to another here.

I think so many people are trying to portray their idea of what they think SHOULD be how a Dom or sub acts. If you are a true Dom, you should be able to use the mildest tone and command attention and obedience. There is no reason to yell and beat your sub within an inch of her life.

Also we hear this all the time, but Doms want a submissive, not a doormat. That means basically, have a personality of your own, don't adopt everything that your Master loves as your own and forget yourself. There was a reason that Dom chose you, remain the person they chose, just be a better version. I think that it would be very boring to be with someone who couldn't and didn't think for themselves, What would you talk about? Nothing! Its ridiculous.

In thinking about that, i am reminded of the scene from the movie "Coming to America", when the prince (Eddie Murphy) is first meeting his intended wife. Though she is beautiful, he wants to learn some things about her. He asks her a few questions about her likes and dislikes, to which she answered "Whatever you like". How fucking dull. He makes her embarrass herself hopping on one leg while barking like a dog. That is a fucking doormat, and no REAL man wants to be involved with someone that doesn't know who she is.

HOW TO: EAT PUSSY LIKE A CHAMP

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My new Passion: Corset Piercing

I am really beginning to fall for the idea of getting my back corset pierced. Not only is it very sensual, but its so very different. I already have been different from other people that i know, but i would love to have my back corseted, and have my man be the one who laces me. I think it would be terribly sensual.

I am planning to get tattoos down my spine and i think that the corset would be the thing that just takes it over the top. I think about how it will feel to get the piercings, how it would feel to be laced up the first time, the things i would wear to accentuate them.

The the fact that i am submissive that loves to be spanked and want desperately to be flogged. To think about the pain and sensations i would feel being flogged with a laced corset, it makes me so excited.